As some of you might notice, the last post has been significantly edited.  After publishing it and then sitting on the post for a while I realized that I had not appropriately portrayed the situations described, and that the tone was wrong.  Especially to my subscribers (whom I love and appreciate deeply), I apologize, and hope that you all enjoy the updated public version.  Sometimes, in trying to be transparent about my thoughts and feelings I err on the side of simply spewing said items out into the world without proper context or description.  Thanks for learning from the experience with me.